7 months later

7 months have past and what a hard time it's been. I am 25 weeks pregnant with a little boy and can already see how much of a perfect big sister you will be. You kiss my belly everyday and are the most affectionate little thing I have ever seen. Your beautiful big smile just comes bouncing at me whenever I see you.

You have been mummas little girl for the past 6 months and aren't really interested in dad at the moment - you are going through a 'boys stink' phase and regularly roll your eyes when dad asks you to do something. It's cute. I'm just obsessed with you. Recently you asked if we could swap ownership of our cats because you claim Sebastian doesn't like me anymore. I, of course, said yes but sprinkles and basty both sleep on your bed anyway so there was no point. Christmas is coming up and you desperately want a punk barbie mustang electric car from Santa. It's $400 so you suggested to save money you asked Santa to bring it. What a sweet gesture.

You are my everything xxxx

My oath

Today is Friday. Friday the 20th of april 2012. This is a ground breaking date for me. Today is the day I start to document my Babies laughs, cries, problems, confusions and every single fragment of joy she brings me. Her name is Sienna and she is the light of my life. My all. My everything. And baby.... I'm going to start from the beginning and follow this right through to the end. You need to know, you are the most amazing girl I have ever seen. I will be here to cheer you on from the sidelines or on the court. I will never let you down. Mummy xxxxx